Wednesday, November 11, 2009
weird feelings~~~
annyeong everyone~ updates here again neh~ hmm a brand new week but it isnt good for me at all. i just dont know why. hmm maybe because some things have changed. maybe after some times, things will get more settle down.
honeymoon period is over, just that i am so not used to it because it happens too quickly. sometimes will think that why i am kinda sensitive in a way, maybe i just wanna him too much thats why. so gonna give him more freedom... but all of the sudden really feel kinda lonely neh...
haha i think many of you all gonna think that i am thinking too much...haha so just treat it as i think too much already neh.
i am just happy that i can see him thats all ^^baby just started work today. well it is at EXPO...so far away...really really very far. having the thoughts of accompany him all the way to EXPO but in the end didnt. so just accompany him until city hall there and went back to plaza sing and do work at starbucks there. have a heart to heart with joan. at one time really feel kinda down but after all that i am all right again, just that some funny things happened to cheer me up.
gonna change my background music. here is the song that i wanna sing to him in kbox, but i guess it is time to let him know neh, because i dont know when i can go kbox with him. it is 永不消失的彩虹 by 卓文萱 haha...have been practicing until so many times at home where my sis keep scolding me O.O enjoy neh ^^ the lyrics are those stuff that convey my feelings neh...i guess i cant be a good girlfriend to him O.O
haha gonna blog until here neh...hopefully baby reached home safely. gonna sleep le... annyeong everyone ^^
simpleserenityofdreams~ting 77;
10:16 PM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
a nice weekend~
annyeong everyone~ haha ok gonna update on these two days what i have done neh? ^^
saturday~met up with baby and decided to go to town there to walk walk and also have dinner. i think that is our first date? haha so first stop we reach ion. walked around there seems like getting lost haha!! but we didnt buy anything at all. then after that when we came out of ion we saw that there are some events going on. and just nice, it is the official light up for the christmas lightings at orchard~~~ at the moment i was thinking if we can see the lightings together wont be a nice moment...but ended up the lighting time seems to delay a bit so we went for dinner at Ajisan ended up by the time we came out from takashimaya, the lights were already lights up O.O but it is kinda nice too ^^ so we walked all the way to orchard central there and went to the rooftop garden. there is so beautiful and also very relaxing ^^ i really wish to go there every night ^^ well then, after that we train back home from douby ghaut. and really thanks baby for that wonderful day ^^
sunday~woke up early to rush up with powerpoint slides for presentation tomorrow. and know that baby is meeting others to do project at his house. at first wanna give him a surprise by paying a surprise visit, but ended up didnt because i dont know the address O.O so went there to study xml ica and also take a nap there O.O the bed is so comfy that really can let a person to sleep there. somemore the environment is so nice too~ but i feel kinda bad neh, today should let him to send me home and he can stay at home rest. but i just wanna see him O.O ok i am so mad liao. gonna control myself next time already neh. if not he will be really tired because of me wor~
gonna study my xml ...updates more the next time...annyeong^^
simpleserenityofdreams~ting 77;
10:53 PM
Friday, November 6, 2009
updates~ and unlock my blog ^^
annyeong everyone...haha i guess i should update about this few days what had happened right? i think most of the people already know that i am in a relationship status ^^ (super happy ^^) well, it is the third day already and both of us are progressing very very fast...i think partly of the reason is because we are friends for more than 1 year already^^ lastly thanks for all those wishes to us ^^
(sorry to my girlfriends...didnt tell you all in the first min neh~ T.T) anyway i changed my blogskins...haha kinda simple..not as good as the previous one O.O but please do comment on it neh ^^
hmm what can i say neh... actually still havent say to him those words...haha maybe when i am ready and the time is right first ^^ i think he will be irritated by me sooner or later...haha.
if you all ask me what i like about him...hmm there are too many things to be listed out, but i like him as the way he is ^^
now i am already used to hold hands with him, everyday if he accompanied me home, whenever we bid goodbyes, for me will be like very lonely all of the sudden. and at home especially. so whenever after school i will have a tendency to delay the time of going home just to be with him a little bit longer...silly right?
after all that i will be keep thinking about him every single time until i am ready to sleep...thats why these few days i have not sleeping a lot. that is part of the reason neh ^^
i think that both of us can be together need to thanks to my precious friends, really thanks a lot neh ^^
remember i mention that i will change my background music if everything is all right? and here it is. it is called You and I by park bom of 2NE1. i was so in love with this songs where all the lyrics is so meaningful!!! well i will post the translation lyrics down here neh ^^
p.s to baby:
haha i finally changed le...actually i asked you to choose either korean or chinese is because there are two songs where the lyrics is the things i wanna say to you neh. just that i cant say out verbally O.O so one of the song is this ^^ so look at the translation neh? ^^ another song i think i will sing it to you in kbox next time ^^No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go
Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~
You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze
And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don't be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I'm be right here baby
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I'll be there for you baby
You and I together, It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
Just you and I
Forever and ever..
simpleserenityofdreams~ting 77;
11:25 PM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
annyeong~~~ what a tired day for me today neh...so many things happened. haha i didnt sleep well actually since monday. keep thinking lots and lots of stuff and today, someone told me some things. he said that the final decision is on me. while even though i kept quiet that time, but i really have some things to say, but i guess i will just sort it all out first before saying out.
what is my decision? it has been already decided. answers will come out tomorrow. but i just dont know how to put it neh...i even said that i wanna prepare script lor...i confirm mad already.
anyway tomorrow is my basic theory test. people wish me luck neh! even though i dont have the confidence to pass that. but i will try my best. hoepfully all the answers that i selected will be correct one ^^
haha ok i will end here then ^^ annyeong~ ^^
if everything is all right...i will change the music~
simpleserenityofdreams~ting 77;
12:15 AM
Monday, November 2, 2009
boring day today. staying at home and nothing to do is just really bored. and i know myself that i have been staring at the phone for dont know how long already. just finish the report and powerpoint slides. and now promise that blog finish already will sleep O.O
nothing to say about today so i am gonna talk about yesterday. well suppose to have some halloween party out in sentosa with terry, l.s, cindy and agnes but ended up the tickets are sold out. so no choice after dinner, we went to watch Halloween 2. and guess what. i nearly lost my live there, nearly scared to death. i think out of the $10 ticket, i only watch $3 of that value of the ticket. and then we trained home. at least yesterday is kinda fun ^^
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我跟她说我快要疯了，她问我为什么。
不知从何时开始，天天都在想他
起床的第一件想到的是他，
晚上的最后一件在我脑海里的也是他。
她说我不能越陷越深，不要每一次都在想他
不然会伤的更深。。。
我不知道现在怎么办才好。
simpleserenityofdreams~ting 77;
1:03 AM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
how i wish there is a person where can come rescue me when the alarm in my heart sounded.
how i wish that person will be my bodyguard, guarding me all along~
simpleserenityofdreams~ting 77;
12:58 AM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
another day have pass. going to end the week soon. time really fly pass very fast. as usual, this week i have been thinking a lot of stuff. really a lot, from morning to night...from the time i woke up and until i sleep.
however finally got a nice dream yesterday morning. how i wish the things will turn out like in the dream. i keep thinking about the dream, but then dream and reality is two different things. Because all dreams are not true.
yesterday went to kbox with joan. first time ever sing so many songs. and you all should guess it, most are sad songs. full of sad songs, but when i sing those happy songs, it still sounded sad. i dont know why. you all should listen ...sound like pathetic girl O.O
went home and thinking so much things. and today reached school also. just basically said that i have many random thoughts the whole day. at least today got some things happened that makes me smile. while i know that kim tae jung is taking mrt at my side hahahaha!!! but well i dont know which station he alighted on O.O
baoying says must blog how much i love her. so here it is i love you soooooooooooooooooooo much!!!! haha, like that enough???
haha ok gonna end here...change my background music...well the lyrics really is... kinda meaningful.
annyeong~~~
worrying become a habit, which is so hard to change it.
wanna talk to you right now, however i am scared that you gonna push me aside.
simpleserenityofdreams~ting 77;
10:49 PM
